As someone who suffers from a couple neurological disorders that involve self harm and self directed hatred like this.. I do have to give credit to the artist for the portrayal in the last page. This is actually how some bouts of this go. You do something wrong, and it triggers a self punishment reflex that's.. almost autonamous. You'll berate yourself while also apologizing, as if you're two people; often then leading into self percieved deserved punishment like she ends up doing.
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