Not entirely sure why it turned into a fetish. A good bit of media that I consumed as a kid had some size difference themes to it. Honey I Shrunk The Kids, Shadow of the Colossus, and a few shows made their way to my prepubescent mind and caused it to be a fantasy based genre that interested me in a minor way. Similar media reached me that made animal-like anthropomorphic characters interesting. Once I hit early puberty is when I noticed that size difference and macro would turn me on in addition to normal sexual awakening to the opposite sex. It’s generally a “porn-only†fantasy for me and never disclosed to sexual partners due to how badly it translates to real sex. It’s different for others but my own self insert is also being huge and being with the macro subject. Versus being with a giant partner at normal or shrunken size. Funny enough, I ended up being pretty tall so not too many big and tall girlfriends to be had for this feeling. But I’ve had a few partners much shorter than me that really turned me on due to the size difference.
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