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man, people kep hitting Ciel for being a bad guy and making shitty decisions being a dick and all. I mean, I dont want to excuse actions like his but look at his life, only virgins can see him. and I dont recall the comic spoke of his age yet, who knows how long hes been at this already. Everytime someone gets close and you get intimate, poof, gone. you can still see them but they dont see you, dont hear you. That will leave a mental mark. I know that there are people who have a relationship with someone they love that is not at all related to sex, but he does not look like someone who can just do without, it just takes one mistake, one bad decision and your mate isnt able to interact with you anymore. Maybe it was even worse, maybe he tried, Imagine he gave up his lust for one he really loved and one day, he comes home and no matter what Ciel tries... his love wont recognize he's there. Meaning, he knows his love betrayed him and cheated on him. And he wont even be able to talk about it or give second chances. No matter what really happened to Ciel, this curse can shatter a mans world one way or another. It's no wonder he at some point ended up not caring anymore, just trying to find one lover for a night and then go on.
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